I have a coffee date this afternoon. I don't really want to go. But it's just coffee and I have to start somewhere. Honestly I'm feeling a little guilty right now, because he's so obviously excited about it and I'm already thinking about a Costco run I'm going to make afterward.
Yes, I'm going to Costco on a Sunday afternoon. That's how off my game I am right now.
Being forced to move on when all you wanted was to fix the problems is not fun. The problems could have been fixed. Some easily, some a little less so, but nothing was insurmountable. It is unfortunate that one of us was excited by the possibility of us, and the other was terrified of it.
Doing my best to let go and move on.