Saturday, January 9, 2010

I'm Making It Work.

Well, the good news is I've found a place to stay. One of my cousins who lives in the area was in desperate need of a roommate. There is plenty of room for all of my things. And me! It's really not going to change my commute at all. I won't be able to walk to the grocery store anymore. Well, I will but it's a bit more of a hike. That's a good thing, though. Being too close to a grocery store can be dangerous when one is constantly battling weight issues.

Speaking of, last night I allowed myself to feel sorry for me and did a bit of a food binge. Actually, a hell of one. I was so stuffed I couldn't fall asleep. I haven't done anything like that in a very long time. I was feeling pretty rotten yesterday, though. Depressed and angry.

I am feeling much better today, and am happier knowing that I have someplace to go to, and some sort of plan. I felt like I was dangling there for a while, and I greatly dislike that feeling. I don't need to have much of a plan, just a general idea of the next step is usually good enough!

It's going to be difficult to get moved in the limited amount of time I have to do so. I've already requested the last Saturday of the month off so I can get some help in moving the furniture. My hope is to have all of the small stuff up there by then. I think that's some wishful thinking, but I've got to get it done. Not sure when I'm going to get any homework done in the next few weeks; but the way I figure it, in this instance I have to take care of me first. No home, no school. Unless they're willing to let me bunk on one of the massage tables at night, that is.

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